This video is part of my series "Endowed" which follows me through my first year of gender transition. I am just about 2 months into hormone replacement therapy in this video and wanted to document the physical and mental changes that I have been experiencing along with some life updates.

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Combating Stress and Self Doubt

This video is on the topic of stress and how it often causes me to doubt myself. These doubts often lead to self confidence and shame issues. Throughout my journey to my authentic self, I've experienced many bouts of shame, anxiety, depression, and lack of self confidence. There have been some really helpful self care tools that got me through hard times and this video aims to share those.

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One Month on Testosterone - Video Update

This video is part of my transition update series and it marks my one month on hormone replacement therapy. The video first goes over the mental changes that I have experienced during this first month. I also go over the physical changes that I have been experiencing along with some issues that I have had lately with needles and distribution of my hormones.

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Transition Update - 2 Weeks On Testosterone

This video was made a few days before my 3rd shot of testosterone. Between my first shot and this video, life got really busy. This video is a little longer than originally intended. It overviews my first shot experience along with the changes that I have experienced thus far.

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The Day Before My First T-Shot

This video was made the day before my first shot of testosterone and official start of hormone replacement therapy.

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HRT Follow Up - What's Next?

This video was made in the a few weeks after my first appointment for hormone replacement therapy. It outlines some of the struggles that I was facing with test results and obtaining hormones.

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My First HRT Appointment

This video was made after my first appointment for hormone replacement therapy. It outlines some of my fears and doubts going into the appointment, my experience with the Doctor, and the next steps in my medical gender transition.

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Transition Introduction

Endowed follows me through my gender transition using video, photography, and writing. The goal of Endowed is to document and explore what I experience during this transition journey.

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12 Week Beginner Bulk Program